Friday, April 30, 2004

ello...

how is life...?

today stats paper is over! yeah, though i know i will be in for the supp papers and forward modules... next year stats will be a year long module... meaning i have to stay back a year instead of the current half year. oh man what unlucky shit... haha...

hmm... my next paper will be next week. exactly a week later. accounts. that one i more slack... haha... bad bad bad attitude. but will work a bit harder for that....

last night i did not sleep cause of that silly stats paper. work so hard to study all night end up also dont know how to do. 100 marks paper 50 marks worth of question are left unanswered by me. power eH?! haha...

haiz... sometimes i just hope stats can get a E grade will do. as long as dont need to take supp paper or forward module that is enough. i am more than contented.

hmmm ... ya.. sometimes its like that one.. .wake up liao cannot sleep. but i having the problem of sleeping. when i fall asleep that time i will get shocked that kind. whole body just suddenly jump up like that... then after that i will fall asleep again... but then i think this is terrible man. and when i have to get up at 6 plus... at 5 i will get up... then see the time.. then chey! and then back to sleep... life is terrible like that... you too. poor thing kana waken up by your sister ....

my eye rings and eye bags are terrible man! any way to cure them? my boyfriend ah... everytime see me say my eye bags and rings... hmm... a bit sad right... not i want de. i also want to look pretty... haha... no la.. i dont mind but i scared he minds. he kinda those that very zai yi xing xiang one...

hmm... sad... actually i very long nevre wear ring le.. feel like going to buy one... and everyone is thinking that since i am attached i have the right to wear rings le... not saying that those who are unattached cannot wear la, just that most attached people wear rings too... so i can join the crowd. but then i never intend to buy any couple ring yet... though i think that is very sweet. i just told my boyfriend that i feel like wearing ring... wanna go and buy one. cause the only one ring that i have is a replacment ring that i bought in return for the one i lost, given by my ex bf. if i were to wear that ring when i am with my current bf... bu shi hen shen mo meh... i think he see le also wont feel good...

but then when i told him i wanna buy.. he didnt say much. till the next day when i tell him that i wanna go and buy he told my thru sms that he doesnt like girls to wear rings.... so i was like... a bit sad... a bit err... cause i wanna buy and wear ma...
so as a result... ok lor.. didnt go and buy... but then ah, when i ask him the reason why he doesn't like girls to wear rings... he said no reason eh... so i was ok. but then later i found out is cause he feels that girls who wear rings are very hiao.

sad! i am not sad that what i like he doesn't like. ok la that one a bit sad la.. but what i am more sad over is why he cannot tell me.... haiz... this was some time ago de. backtracking to blog. then got more things to write and entertain you too.. hehe.

these days we were very happy. not bad i guess... i wanted to say very sweet and nice, but after i read what he smsed to another girl who was our pri school classmate, then i can only write i guess. the feeling is ... a bit... inferior?

he and me are very different... he can study and get very good results, while i am preparing to take supp paper always. we are very different. in terms of the things we like, the things we eat, the things we do and find interesting, studying... field of interest. all different. hard lah... opposite attracts, but if both parties dont share common interest at all... boring?!

i feel so inferior to him... haha... actually he has a lot of better girls around him waiting for him la... haha. i think so at least. hmm... girls can email him and tell him everything of her life... while the other one seeks his advice and looks for him once in a while for updates i guess? the second person that i mentioned is our p. school classmate...

just happen to see what they wrote to each other... and then she asked about how is he and me doing...
he wrote "she demands a lot while i am not a good bf. now should be closer and better le ba". something like that. forgive me for being sensitive, but then this is what was said to another girl, and that girl knows me too... make me feel like i simply sucks..

i told him before that i will be demanding... all guys are like that. only know how to say nevermind at the beginning and later in the end... ... ....

and the closer and better le ba... haha... i read it felt like " hmm... should be better and closer la.. not too sure... see how.. for now is like that lah... " that kind of feeling it gave me... quite sad... or rather, very sad.

now is just exams period, after the exams i wonder how i am going to face him. when i am free, he may not be free... but i cannot call other people go out... other than you, and another 1 or 2 girls... my other friends that i go out with are mostly guts i guess... and since he doesnt like me to go out with guys i shall not... but then i thinking what if i didnt ask my girl frineds out and he doesnt pei me... wo bu shi yao men si...

and then when results are out that time that will be a killer to me... cause that time he will be there happily with all Z grades... while me? i will be crying or rushing to prepapre for my supp paper... hah... inferior complex.

seriously being with him does give me a sense of security, but also, a inferior complex. quite sad actually. today was quite a not bad day. he came to school to pick me up today. wohoo... but then... after that i actually thought of going to sleep since i havent slept since last night... but... not bad i think... we went to eat in my school's fc... then went to suntec. wu liao walk walk for some time... then took bus to his house... and there i slept a little... i think so... wasn't very tired, but just felt like sleeping... haha. tired of life... tired of everything... exams exams exams...

as i want to say.. singapore educations system... does not suit me... in nan ting a bit, simply sucks. haha. but then what to do, who ask me to stay in singapore right? haiz...

hmm.... left one more paper to go and my exams wil lbe over. will be granted a 20 day holiday.... cause after my last paper... 20 days later is results.. then will have to take supp paper or FM le... but then ah... the 20 days ah... sure gotta start preparing for supp le... haiz..

long time never see you le.. oh ya.. the keyboard gathering, how's it going.... someday we meet up agian when you are freeya?! and then ah, i not never blog... i come the page and visit very often one ok... just that you never update or blog too.. hmph! stil dare say me ah! :P just kidding. now you after exams le right... free le must blog ok..

i will blog u anything that i want la.. haha. mostly sure write abt school and bf de... hope u wont mind or fall asleep reading...
you got anything new must blog too ya! i think this is the longest blog between the both of us since dont know how many months ago eh... hehe...

anyway... do take good care and hope to see you blog soon... get results le share with me ah! haha... hehe... will blog again...


and ah... i not whole day think of bf only! if that is the case ah, then i wont visit our page to see updates so often le... and also wont write such a long blog that hit our how many months record le ah! hehe... see ya!

aww shucks - you found me! [+] 12:14 AM

Thursday, April 29, 2004

hello.... hope that you will do well for yr stats paper today lah.... all the best to you lah... dun worry too much... i am sure you will be able to do well wan lah... muz have confidence in yrself... dun keep thinking that u will not do well.... hehehe....

well... u muz be wondering why i am up so early... it is becoz after my sister alarm clock rang to wake her up to go to work... i somehow juz cannot get back to slp... so here i am loh... blogging... lame right??? hehehe....

okok... u take care.... blog soon when yr exams end... dun juz think of yr boyfriend and forget abt yr poor little friend here.... hehehe......

aww shucks - you found me! [+] 9:06 AM

Tuesday, April 27, 2004

all the best to you for yr upcoming exams.... work hard and study hard.... take care...

aww shucks - you found me! [+] 7:31 PM

Thursday, April 22, 2004

hey!! hihi! its now your exams... wanna wish you good luck for them! mine will start some time next week. dead. havent master anything for my work. anyway... today i just completed my CRS and ICA. Access! fail liao man. hopefully the end results will be able to pass else i will have to forward module for it? then it will be dumb! stats also another headache. hope i can make it. my exams are ending on the 6th. i guess your will be ending some time this week? hmm... jia you for your exams ok... hee...

aww shucks - you found me! [+] 12:49 AM

Friday, April 16, 2004

hello... juz dropping by to say hi lah... u so long never blog... me also... hahaha..... hai... sianzz... next week exams liao... and i haven start to study.... this weekend muz work work very hard... sianzzzz man.... anyway... u take care and hope to hear from you soon...

aww shucks - you found me! [+] 2:17 PM

Monday, April 12, 2004

how come today is a special day for u.... is it yr anniversary???? if it is then..... HAPPY ANNIVERSARY TO THE BOTH OF YOU!!!!

hope that you all will last for a long long long long time... hehehe.....

aww shucks - you found me! [+] 2:28 PM

stayed up last night. stupid printer wasted my 2 hours printing a 6 page document into a 35 pages document. what the hell.. it ate and ate the papers, crumpled them and jam it. so sad!

now going to school so came and blog for a while. hee. later still got report to do. i dont care i think i go my boyfriend's hse and do so that i can print it there rather than using my stupid printer. haha.... anyway.. today is a special day for me. hope i will enjoy it. and hope you have a nice and enjoyable day too. see ya.

aww shucks - you found me! [+] 9:34 AM

Thursday, April 08, 2004

hihi.. i skipped lecture today... last lecture... today i think i am falling sick soon. sore throat... now my head ache sia... then stayed up to clean the house last night. clean until midnight... then went to bathe... and then by the time i went to lie on my bed was 3am. whoo... so now a bit tired. dont know is it i falling sick le sia. haha... my usual temperature is 35.6 like that... now my nose feeling dam hot and dam heavy sia my head... now temperature is 37.4. hope it doesnt rise else it will spoil the fun cause i am going to my boyfriend's house to camp later. hee. when i reach there will blog again and come and disturb you.. haha. i saturday got to go back for jap quiz.. sian. next week got access ICA. and then still got report to do... haiz. stressed. haha.. chat with you again ya! see ya!

aww shucks - you found me! [+] 6:31 PM

hey hey... now in school library surfing the net... waiting for my 3pm lesson to start.. hehehe... anyway.. tml is good friday... so u will have a long wkend... hehehe... so relax and enjoy the wkend okay... hehehe... dun think too much... hehehe... okok... me dun really have a lot to write today.. so shall juz stop here lah... hehehe... hope to hear from you soon... take care...

aww shucks - you found me! [+] 2:32 PM

Wednesday, April 07, 2004

hello... i have finally finish all my projects... hehe... very very very happy... but then i know i have to start to revise for my exams already lah.. next wk i have a test on tuesday.. so i have to study for that first... sianzz... after that i will have to revise for my exams which start on the 19 april... hai... sianzzz man.... not prepared at all for the exams to come... hai... well... but what to do right??? my fate... studying is like that wan lah... so no choice loh....

haiya... sisters are like that wan lah... mine also wat... she expects me to do all the washing of cloths along with my studies.. she expect me to be her servant.. and treat her like a queen... she juz dump her things ard the hse and expects me to pick it up and clean up the mess after her... then when she has no working uniform to wear... she will complain i never wash her uniform... she juz cannot wash herself wan lah... sianzzz man... so sick...

mr quah ah... i think he is better already lah... he is out of icu supposedly.. i do not really know the illness that he has.. some say is appendice, some say is cancer, some say is colon infection... so i really really dunno what illness he has loh... but then i will be praying for him lah... no matter what he was once my teacher... and i really really hope that he get well soon....

oh ya.. where did yr parents go??? holiday aH??? then when is yr dad's birthday??? dun tired yrself out... muz balance the workload... i know it is hard... but then u muz try okay... muz take gd care of yrself... now is not a gd time to fall sick...

exams are around the corner... so muz study hard and do revision also k....

think it is abt it lah.. will blog soon again... if u wan to know my happenings.. go to my blog n read loh.. nowadays i got blog regularly... if i got the time lah... hehehe...

aww shucks - you found me! [+] 4:24 PM

yipeee.... i finish my assignment 2... editing and printing... finally!!!! projects are over for me!!!! no more projects!!!! no more projects!!!!! hurray!!!!

aww shucks - you found me! [+] 12:26 AM

Tuesday, April 06, 2004

hey... saw that you are busy with your work so didnt disturb you. now i am so so so tui. my sister... aiyo. headache. my parents went overseas for a few days and i am supposed to manage the house. but then i went over and camp at my boyfriend's place. we have to change the prayer things everyday... my sister.. what did she do? nothing. first day they left it was me doing it already. and yesterday night i expected her to at least do something... but then all she did was, nothing!

now that i am back home... i havent started revising my work and i am at my toes already for i have been skiipping classes and sleeping in lects and tutorial homework NEVER done. never. shit me man. i know nothing about my exams....

today just met up with my best friend for a while and then bought some things and left... so long didnt see her already sia. talking about sac... how is mr quah...?

and now i am at home... i have to make sure she has uniform to wear... must wash the clothes for her.... and i still have to fix my parents bed for them .they were too lazy to do it. all they did was take off their sheets before they leave and leave it to my sister and i to fix it up for them. but my dam nice sister is not doing a single thing. not even keeping the dry clothes.

i am just done with the prayer things. feel so bad though i dont pray that's my dad's precious! he left the assignment for us and she is just there slacking. what the !!!!!! and then later must wait for her to come home before i can wash her uniform and the clothes for her. her friends are coming to stay over on thurs and my mum wants me to mop and clean the house floor. my sister wants to change the sheets (both hers and mine) for her friends. and oh shit.. all these washing and cleaning who the hell is going to do? not my sister lor...

and then i still have to go shopping someday with my sister for my dad's bday cake? her friends are coming on thurs meaning i cant ask her out on thurs.. that leaves me with tomorrow and i havent done many things... my tutorials etc. ahh shit... dont even have the time for revision.... haiz haiz haiz! stressed!

see you like that busy and rushing assignments too.. haiz.. poor you . do take care and do not over work till you fall sick or over tired ya? hope to see you blog soon when you have the time...! : )

aww shucks - you found me! [+] 5:20 PM

Saturday, April 03, 2004

guess what am i doing... haha... now at my boyfriend's house. haha. his keyboard so hard to use... chim...

hmm... now very stressed. exams arae coming. so sian. i have late paper... so swang. how about you? when are you ending ur exams... i think t p ending earlier than sp right.. so good sia. i think i am going to take supp paper for all my papers le... so sad. haha...

me now nothing to do... this keyboard so hard to use.. haha. he thought i playing game sia,... anyhow hit and hit the keys.. hahaha... i skipped jap lesson today... haiyo. i think if my dad knows i skipped again he is going to kill me... haha...

aww shucks - you found me! [+] 11:35 AM

Thursday, April 01, 2004

access is hard lah.. so muz listen to teacher.. if not very hard to understand wan lah... okok.. i will blog again soon... coz me juz finish my macroeconomics portfolio.. now very the tired... argh!!! need to go slp.. tml muz wake up at 7.30am to prepare to go to school... i hate school.... i can't wait for the semster to end asap... argh!!! argh!!!

aww shucks - you found me! [+] 12:12 AM